Tuesday, June 15, 2004

quadruplets?

I wish there was more of me. Well, not MOREmore, as in a bigger me, but about 3 more of me to do the work I have to do.

When I have a difficult time juggling jobs and such, I start to question my efficiency at it... am I too putzy? Too much of a perfectionist? A dawdler? I do know that my work reflects the time and effort that I put into it, but couldn't I do it a little faster?

So I could never really earn more money than I do now, 'cos I'll never be more of me.

Does that make sense?

I need to relax now... of course I feel guilty for doing so when I could be pounding out work, but we've talked about that before. I need to unwind too, right?