Saturday, January 29, 2005


I just put the frozen pizza in (and directly on the rack which I usually don't do - but that's another story), when hubby turned me around and gave me a smooch.

"Did I tell you that I love you today yet?"
"mmm, nope"
"Well, it's a little late in the day, but I do. Every day."
"I love you too"
"But you don't tell me that every day"
"Sure I do... when I go to bed"
"What, when I'm sleeping?"
*bootie slap*


I wish I would have caught this from the beginning, altho I'm sure I saw it when it first came out - Stephen King's "Dreamcatcher" (hey, I need something on the tube when I work) - now I'm trying to figure out what the hell's going on... oh well.

"She's in the Air Force Now"
oo-la-la Hey Jen, here's one of the pics of Mumsy that she was talking about, altho it's not the one that she thinks I have. I was just going through my images and found it.

h'okay, nuther pot o' coffee comin' up...

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

don't wanna

I'm feeling a little bummed and discouraged. I probably shouldn't be writing this when I'm tired, 'cos everything looks worse than it really is when you're tired, right?

I'm saving lives 3 days in a row again, and I know that for you people that work full time, you're probably rolling your eyes "oooo, 3 whole days in a row" - but those 10 hr shifts don't leave a lot of time for me to do my web stuff.

And that's what I'm kind of bummed about. I keep getting new inquires, and 98% of them I'm turning down... of course, they're not that exciting to me, so it's not that big of a deal, BUT, I still feel like I should be doing them ALL. 'Cos that's what I do. Does that make any sense?

After getting home from the hospital and making din-din and the obligatory update/bonding with hubby, I don't feel like responding to the emails. I don't think I'm able to write in an intelligible and professional way... whether it's to decline a job, or to let someone know that I'd be interested. or, answering email to anyone for that matter.

and I don't like that feeling.

Then I was thinking that I would "close" the business. We're seeing our tax guy next week, and I'm pondering calling him ahead of time (prior to talking about it with hubby) to see if there's any benefit and what the repercusions would be as far as paperwork and taxes and money and so forth.

Oh what the hell. Like I said, I should probably shelf the idea until I'm thinking more clearly. And for all of my current clients, I would still work with them, so that's still enough to keep me plenty busy on a regular basis.

Blah. I could ramble out loud forever... but I'll spare y'all.

Ok, CSI ny is on... altho I don't care for this one as much as the other 2. Just wanna veg out and go to bed.
later guys.

Monday, January 24, 2005


Johnny Carson always reminded me of my dad. Not sure if it was because my dad always fell asleep watching him every nite, or if Johnny Carson's greying hairline and thin-lipped smile resembled my dads.

Either way, it makes me sad that he died.

Do I want more coffee yet? nah, maybe I'd better fill up on my water quota first, hmm?
OH! Does anyone know why my F2 button to rename a file, has suddenly turned into a "reply to email" key? Is it the XP update? I can't seem to figure it out, or find an answer....